OKAY, EPIPHANY:

I finally got around to reading all of those Twilight sides that were posted SUCH A LONG TIME AGO OH GOD, and they are actually hilarious. In a good way, okay? Like, I love the humor and the fluff and even the angst.

WHICH IS A BIG SHOCK, because: Around this time last year, I was completely opposed to the idea of a movie, and sometimes I still worry about it (mostly because, when I imagine Twilight getting an even bigger exposure, I have nightmarish thoughts. Especially considering this will be in CINEMATIC FORM where people who don't want to imagine WILL GET A FREE VISUAL. :( My head is filled with visions of girls sketching I <3 Edward doodles all over their notebooks, and I want to scribble on all of them like a child and say BUT I LOVED HIM FIRST, even if they're totally allowed to).

And then sometimes, when I'm squeeing and lol-ing with spread_the_fun or looking, once again, at that amazing picture of Robert as fierce!Edward, I GET REALLY EXCITED AND I KIND OF LOVE THE IDEA OF THIS MOVIE. A LOT! And these sides? Totally reinforcing this inevitable truth. Secretly, I think I wanted this all along. I mean, kind of. When the movie was just a possibility, and there wasn't a director yet and the explosion in fandom size hadn't happened, the idea of a movie freaked the heck out of me; my imagination was quite alright on its own, but NOW IT'S ACTUALLY HAPPENING AND I'LL SEE THE EFFECT THIS YEAR and GUH, I'M REALLY STOKED FOR IT.

And I can feel another round of excitement coming on, so, I WILL CUT THIS!

( MORE MOVIE FANGIRLING + SQUEEING OVER SCRIPT SIDES. )

AND SCENE. *bows out*

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Hi! ♥ My journal is friends only, but I am completely willing to add just about anyone! I have a very wide range of fandoms and interests, so we're more than likely to have something in common. All of my friends are different and bright in their own ways; I don't mind having a friend with a different ship preference, or any nonsense like that - it really doesn't rub me one way or the other. ♥ So, honestly? Do not be shy to comment! I LOVE NEW FRIENDS!

things and people i love obsessively at the moment:
heath ledger (rest in peace, dear angel). across the universe. the beatles. edward cullen. american idol (mostly for david archuleta because he is AMAZING and so soulful!). the twilight movie. and...lots of other things that i love but don't talk about as much, such as harry potter, the office, and much, much more.

some stuff you might want to know:
i talk a fairly equal amount of real life and fandom. i update frequently. i comment as much as i can; not as much as i'd like to, but i'm trying! i'm still a teenager, so crazy hormones are to be expected. i fall in and out of love with aspects of fandom very easily, and sometimes without warning. i can get very passionate about new things, but that doesn't mean i love the old things any less.

fandom controversy?
not much! but some might consider these things controversial, so: i ship harry/hermione (harry potter), and enjoy some slash pairings like max/jude (across the universe).

where to find me:

• my writing can be found at seededwomb
• all of my media (graphics, music videos, and beyond) can be found at searchedmyworld
• my music is shared at stereoslave along with my friends nicole, chloey, karrie, and jen
• i moderate: universe_real, a community for the cast of across the universe, derek_casey for the life with derek fandom, and the_luckyones for the hills have eyes films ♥
  
  those are just a few things, and if you think we'll get along great, i'm sure you're right! i hope to see you around!