OKAY, EPIPHANY:

I finally got around to reading all of those Twilight sides that were posted SUCH A LONG TIME AGO OH GOD, and they are actually hilarious. In a good way, okay? Like, I love the humor and the fluff and even the angst.

WHICH IS A BIG SHOCK, because: Around this time last year, I was completely opposed to the idea of a movie, and sometimes I still worry about it (mostly because, when I imagine Twilight getting an even bigger exposure, I have nightmarish thoughts. Especially considering this will be in CINEMATIC FORM where people who don't want to imagine WILL GET A FREE VISUAL. :( My head is filled with visions of girls sketching I <3 Edward doodles all over their notebooks, and I want to scribble on all of them like a child and say BUT I LOVED HIM FIRST, even if they're totally allowed to).

And then sometimes, when I'm squeeing and lol-ing with spread_the_fun or looking, once again, at that amazing picture of Robert as fierce!Edward, I GET REALLY EXCITED AND I KIND OF LOVE THE IDEA OF THIS MOVIE. A LOT! And these sides? Totally reinforcing this inevitable truth. Secretly, I think I wanted this all along. I mean, kind of. When the movie was just a possibility, and there wasn't a director yet and the explosion in fandom size hadn't happened, the idea of a movie freaked the heck out of me; my imagination was quite alright on its own, but NOW IT'S ACTUALLY HAPPENING AND I'LL SEE THE EFFECT THIS YEAR and GUH, I'M REALLY STOKED FOR IT.

And I can feel another round of excitement coming on, so, I WILL CUT THIS!

( MORE MOVIE FANGIRLING + SQUEEING OVER SCRIPT SIDES. )

AND SCENE. *bows out*